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6 z+ r4 ^# e9 I$ B W$ k% Q<P><SPAN lang=ZH-CN style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; FONT-FAMILY: SimSun; mso-ascii-font-family: Verdana; mso-hansi-font-family: Verdana">雨夜,我们两个人谁都没有说话,只是静静地坐在</SPAN><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; FONT-FAMILY: Verdana">10</SPAN><SPAN lang=ZH-CN style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; FONT-FAMILY: SimSun; mso-ascii-font-family: Verdana; mso-hansi-font-family: Verdana">番队后院的草地上,静静地望着被早已被乌云挡上的月亮,他对我说:</SPAN><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; FONT-FAMILY: Verdana">“</SPAN><SPAN lang=ZH-CN style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; FONT-FAMILY: SimSun; mso-ascii-font-family: Verdana; mso-hansi-font-family: Verdana">我可能要离开尸魂界一段时间</SPAN><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; FONT-FAMILY: Verdana">&#46;&#46;&#46;“&#46;&#46;</SPAN><SPAN lang=ZH-CN style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; FONT-FAMILY: SimSun; mso-ascii-font-family: Verdana; mso-hansi-font-family: Verdana">我没有答他。月光透过乌云,照在我们的脸上,我转过头去,望着他,模糊</SPAN><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; FONT-FAMILY: Verdana">&#46;&#46;&#46;</SPAN><SPAN lang=ZH-CN style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; FONT-FAMILY: SimSun; mso-ascii-font-family: Verdana; mso-hansi-font-family: Verdana">我却清晰地看见了他脸上露出的一丝失望</SPAN><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; FONT-FAMILY: Verdana">&#46;&#46;<?xml:namespace prefix = o ns = "urn:schemas-microsoft-com:office:office" /><o:p></o:p></SPAN></P>- v* m' ` n1 W, ^
<P><SPAN lang=ZH-CN style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; FONT-FAMILY: SimSun; mso-ascii-font-family: Verdana; mso-hansi-font-family: Verdana">市丸银,三番队队长,我熟悉却又很陌生的一个人。笑,到现在我也没弄清楚我们之间的关系。跟他在一起的时候,什么都是模糊的,什么都找不到答案。太模糊了。什么都是。</SPAN><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; FONT-FAMILY: Verdana"><o:p></o:p></SPAN></P>
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<P><SPAN lang=ZH-CN style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; FONT-FAMILY: SimSun; mso-ascii-font-family: Verdana; mso-hansi-font-family: Verdana">早上,日番谷队长从我房间里取走资料以后,对我说了一句我怎么也听不懂的话。</SPAN><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; FONT-FAMILY: Verdana">“</SPAN><SPAN lang=ZH-CN style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; FONT-FAMILY: SimSun; mso-ascii-font-family: Verdana; mso-hansi-font-family: Verdana">小心三番队的市丸银。</SPAN><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; FONT-FAMILY: Verdana">”</SPAN><SPAN lang=ZH-CN style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; FONT-FAMILY: SimSun; mso-ascii-font-family: Verdana; mso-hansi-font-family: Verdana">我不知道银在计划着什么,但是我有一种感觉,他似乎要去很远很远的地方,一个我永远也不可能踏入的地方。忙完一天的工作,我躺在床上闭着眼,却怎么也睡不着。翻来覆去。</SPAN><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; FONT-FAMILY: Verdana"><o:p></o:p></SPAN></P>
+ }2 T3 d5 q' |# y$ p<P><SPAN lang=ZH-CN style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; FONT-FAMILY: SimSun; mso-ascii-font-family: Verdana; mso-hansi-font-family: Verdana">回想起很多跟他在一起的事情,但是都很模糊。他对我笑的表情,让我迷茫了很多。那种笑里,有着我一辈子也读不出的苦涩。我尝试着去解读,却无济于事。放弃吧</SPAN><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; FONT-FAMILY: Verdana">……</SPAN><SPAN lang=ZH-CN style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; FONT-FAMILY: SimSun; mso-ascii-font-family: Verdana; mso-hansi-font-family: Verdana">对自己说过一万次的话,我自己的觉得傻。</SPAN><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; FONT-FAMILY: Verdana"><o:p></o:p></SPAN></P>
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<P><SPAN lang=ZH-CN style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; FONT-FAMILY: SimSun; mso-ascii-font-family: Verdana; mso-hansi-font-family: Verdana">有人叫我呢</SPAN><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; FONT-FAMILY: Verdana">&#46;&#46;&#46;</SPAN><SPAN lang=ZH-CN style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; FONT-FAMILY: SimSun; mso-ascii-font-family: Verdana; mso-hansi-font-family: Verdana">日番谷队长?我从床上懒洋洋地爬起来,对着门喊:</SPAN><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; FONT-FAMILY: Verdana">“</SPAN><SPAN lang=ZH-CN style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; FONT-FAMILY: SimSun; mso-ascii-font-family: Verdana; mso-hansi-font-family: Verdana">队长,下班了拉</SPAN><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; FONT-FAMILY: Verdana">&#46;&#46;</SPAN><SPAN lang=ZH-CN style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; FONT-FAMILY: SimSun; mso-ascii-font-family: Verdana; mso-hansi-font-family: Verdana">睡觉啦</SPAN><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; FONT-FAMILY: Verdana">&#46;&#46;&#46;”<o:p></o:p></SPAN></P>
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<P><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; FONT-FAMILY: Verdana">“</SPAN><SPAN lang=ZH-CN style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; FONT-FAMILY: SimSun; mso-ascii-font-family: Verdana; mso-hansi-font-family: Verdana">啊?</SPAN><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; FONT-FAMILY: Verdana">”</SPAN><SPAN lang=ZH-CN style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; FONT-FAMILY: SimSun; mso-ascii-font-family: Verdana; mso-hansi-font-family: Verdana">我发现声音不是从门缝里传出来的,而是从我房里的窗户传来的。一阵冷风吹来,我不禁抖了一下。窗子什么时候被打开了</SPAN><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; FONT-FAMILY: Verdana">&#46;&#46;&#46;</SPAN><SPAN lang=ZH-CN style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; FONT-FAMILY: SimSun; mso-ascii-font-family: Verdana; mso-hansi-font-family: Verdana">市丸银,蹲在窗子上。</SPAN><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; FONT-FAMILY: Verdana"><o:p></o:p></SPAN></P>. C# D4 a% [, Y0 e2 R
<P><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; FONT-FAMILY: Verdana">“</SPAN><SPAN lang=ZH-CN style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; FONT-FAMILY: SimSun; mso-ascii-font-family: Verdana; mso-hansi-font-family: Verdana">跟我来</SPAN><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; FONT-FAMILY: Verdana">&#46;&#46;&#46;”</SPAN><SPAN lang=ZH-CN style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; FONT-FAMILY: SimSun; mso-ascii-font-family: Verdana; mso-hansi-font-family: Verdana">银笑了</SPAN><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; FONT-FAMILY: Verdana">&#46;&#46;&#46;</SPAN><SPAN lang=ZH-CN style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; FONT-FAMILY: SimSun; mso-ascii-font-family: Verdana; mso-hansi-font-family: Verdana">笑的是那么的苦涩</SPAN><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; FONT-FAMILY: Verdana">&#46;&#46;&#46;<o:p></o:p></SPAN></P>
) f. V/ y G0 ~; ?<P><SPAN lang=ZH-CN style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; FONT-FAMILY: SimSun; mso-ascii-font-family: Verdana; mso-hansi-font-family: Verdana">我不想去。我心里想着。我不要去。我又不是他的谁。我觉得自己真得很没出息,身体动了动,拿起床边的外套跟了出去。路上,我一直皱着眉。明明对自己说过不要出去的</SPAN><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; FONT-FAMILY: Verdana">&#46;&#46;&#46;</SPAN><SPAN lang=ZH-CN style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; FONT-FAMILY: SimSun; mso-ascii-font-family: Verdana; mso-hansi-font-family: Verdana">真傻</SPAN><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; FONT-FAMILY: Verdana">&#46;&#46;</SPAN><SPAN lang=ZH-CN style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; FONT-FAMILY: SimSun; mso-ascii-font-family: Verdana; mso-hansi-font-family: Verdana">这种举动。</SPAN><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; FONT-FAMILY: Verdana"><o:p></o:p></SPAN></P>
1 S% ^7 A! \7 X6 ?$ \<P><SPAN lang=ZH-CN style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; FONT-FAMILY: SimSun; mso-ascii-font-family: Verdana; mso-hansi-font-family: Verdana">下雨了</SPAN><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; FONT-FAMILY: Verdana">&#46;&#46;&#46;</SPAN><SPAN lang=ZH-CN style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; FONT-FAMILY: SimSun; mso-ascii-font-family: Verdana; mso-hansi-font-family: Verdana">我不禁缩了一缩身子,把外套裹得更紧</SPAN><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; FONT-FAMILY: Verdana">…</SPAN><SPAN lang=ZH-CN style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; FONT-FAMILY: SimSun; mso-ascii-font-family: Verdana; mso-hansi-font-family: Verdana">他似乎看出了什么似的</SPAN><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; FONT-FAMILY: Verdana">…</SPAN><SPAN lang=ZH-CN style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; FONT-FAMILY: SimSun; mso-ascii-font-family: Verdana; mso-hansi-font-family: Verdana">顺手脱下自己的外套撇给我。</SPAN><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; FONT-FAMILY: Verdana"><o:p></o:p></SPAN></P>
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<P><SPAN lang=ZH-CN style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; FONT-FAMILY: SimSun; mso-ascii-font-family: Verdana; mso-hansi-font-family: Verdana">“你们十番队的后院。”</SPAN><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; FONT-FAMILY: Verdana"><o:p></o:p></SPAN></P>
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<P><SPAN lang=ZH-CN style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; FONT-FAMILY: SimSun; mso-ascii-font-family: Verdana; mso-hansi-font-family: Verdana">“啊?”我故意没有说别的话。</SPAN><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; FONT-FAMILY: Verdana"><o:p></o:p></SPAN></P>" X7 W( r z q( R/ H: C2 w
<P><SPAN lang=ZH-CN style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; FONT-FAMILY: SimSun; mso-ascii-font-family: Verdana; mso-hansi-font-family: Verdana">“我可能要离开尸魂界一段时间</SPAN><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; FONT-FAMILY: Verdana">…</SPAN><SPAN lang=ZH-CN style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; FONT-FAMILY: SimSun; mso-ascii-font-family: Verdana; mso-hansi-font-family: Verdana">”</SPAN><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; FONT-FAMILY: Verdana"><o:p></o:p></SPAN></P>( M8 w6 _+ y( E3 ?2 f+ ]
<P><SPAN lang=ZH-CN style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; FONT-FAMILY: SimSun; mso-ascii-font-family: Verdana; mso-hansi-font-family: Verdana">笑,傻傻的银。我又不是你的谁,告诉我干什么呢。</SPAN><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; FONT-FAMILY: Verdana"><o:p></o:p></SPAN></P>
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